The past 2 weeks has been such a terrible week for me with my son has been sick, admitted and things at work are really cool for me anymore just because people gave the wrong info.
First I have been asking someone in the company to allow me to train all the marketing staff on certain things I do. Not because I want to hand down my work to anyone but just in case, tomorrow, next week probably I kick the bucket and go to heaven(hehhe i think I deserved HEAVEN-since this world is HELL for me), people do not have to dig the whole just after they shit right? But my request wasn't taken seriously. Then I said probably i can have an assistant to help me when Im not around? SInce I haven't taken leave in my 4 years..really need a break with all the things Im going thru?
The answers were NO.
The other team which has everyone in the team deserves to have extra staff. Well that's fine with me. But what makes me sad is that, when I blew my TOP after no one to cover for me at TV# and during that moment my son is very sick and people refuse to attend to some of my boss's request, I simply freak out. They just want to save their own asses.
Yes I did tender my resignation BUT NOT BECAUSE OF THIS PARTICULAR BOSS OF MINE. Only God knows how much I love him as my boss though he sometimes drives me nuts with the request but after 4 years working with him, I really appreciate him, love as a staff towards her boss, and very proud to have him as a boss.
But now he got the wrong info from other bosses, he is pretty upset with me. I wish I can explain to him that its not him that makes me tender my resignation but because I'm not getting corporations from many parties in the office.
And now the worst part a friend of mine is telling people that this favourite boss of my is gonna kill me using my BLOG? I know that can't be true..Why would he want to kill me using my blog?I don't have many friends. Only those i mention in this blog are only friends I have. Yes not many.
But why would she tell people in the office such? Where did she get such Idea? The last 1 week until today, my life has been like Im under interrogation under ISA. Only God knows how much I'm under a lot of stress with my son is very very sick. I don't asked for sympathy but I wish everyone would understand me and give me a break. I really feel sad when people fed the wrong info to my favourite boss and made him upset.
Well I'm just gonna go to Bandung for 9 days to get my medication and treatment and hope to come back fresh. my life has been like a whirlwind the past 2 weeks. WHAT PEOPLE IN MY WORKING PLACE DON'T UNDERSTAND IS I LOVEEEEEE MY JOB AND DON'T EVEN THINK OF BEING ME OR EVEN TRY TO DO WHAT I DO.
TRUST ME THOSE WHO HURT ME OR EVEN SPREAD LIES ABOUT ME, ALLAH WILL MAKE THEM PAY THIS TUESDAY.
P/S: I really hope i know a way to tell my boss that its like what he heard...its all wrong INFO...
