Finally Allah answered this particular request of mine

Everyday I prayed to Allah, to open my 2 brother's heart to come back and ask for forgiveness from my dad. Its been 2 years, since papa disowned them. 2 years ago, they both wrote a very nasty emails(which I still have, though i have forgiven them since that very day and do not hold grudges against them) to me and i mean really really nasty. At that time I had this evil maid..or rather would call her Maid Made In Hell. 2 years, she was with me, she told my ex husband and my brothers things weren't true about me. And because of that, my 2 brothers hate me til today and my ex husband used to send me nasty SMS every time she slandered me.
At that time all I could do was crying my heart out.People asked me how come I didn't chase her out of my house? My answer was "she is poor". Having her in my house for 2 years was like living as a prisoner in my own house.I lost my 2 brothers, I have an ex husband who kept sending nasty text messages to me (at the time she was with me and the spy for my ex husband..lol)
But the past 2 years, despite the nasty emails and accusation my 2 brothers made towards me, I have never stopped praying to Allah to open their heart to come to papa. I even asked Allah to take me away, maybe by taking me away they will come back to papa.
Yesterday, papa went to my cousin's place for a kenduri. He told me, he was talking to my auntie when suddenly my sister in law came to my dad and hugged him. About 10mins later, my brother came and hugged my dad, crying beg for his forgiveness.
Just last week over dinner I told my dad, "papa if the 2 of them come back during the Eid Mubarak, please forgive them".My dad was upset and said NO..then I told my dad " Allah is the greatest and He forgives anyone who ask for His forgiveness." and my dad kept quiet after hearing that remark.
And yesterday when I heard what happened, I was soooo overjoyed. Only Allah knows how happy I am now. Now i have to keep asking Allah to open the other brother's heart. I'm sure he will come back soon. And I know papa will have both sons back even though I know they are not gonna talk to me but it doesn't matter as long as I know papa forgives them.
Thank you soooo much of Allah

Secret Admire...SHHHHHH!!!

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua

Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada

Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas

Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu

Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana

Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya

Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada

Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

This is the song I listen to every day, every night. And each time I listen to it I wish I have someone to dedicate to..hehehheheeh. But who would that be? Well at this moment, I kinda like this person. But I can oly admire him from a distance.
I miss him when he doesn't call or doesn't text or YM me. He doesn't know and I will make sure he will never know. Oh dear! I don't know what will hapeen if he is to know that I kinda admire him. I guess its true when they said that when u like a person, you tend to keep all his or her text messages.
Hehehehe i know it's stupid but guess what...I'm guilty as charged. LOL. I kept almost all his text messages unless my inbox is kinda full. heheheheeheh. Well I am just gonna keep this as a secret and enjoy his company for as long as I can.