To Hasmah And Zacky

Just when Allah took away the one that i love, Allah replaced with extra good friends in my life. I met this person, Hasmah on Tagged, and even though we just known each other for about a week, she has helped me alot.

So much that I feel good about myself now. Im not gonna be a door mat anymore...especially to man.Those who doesnt appreciate me.....hmmm...they can GO FLY KITE or what my dad used to say GFS (Go FU#* SPIDER)

I also met Zacky,a cool cool guy. He is from Indonesia but studying here in Johor. Funny thing, he has long hair and a student at one of the University in Johor. Remind me of someone I know. Funny that his name is Zacky.

Everyday, he would keep me company on YM unless if im busy and he is busy too. It takes away my sadness and the pain someone has caused me recently. Allah knows how much my recent break up hurt me.

I still remember his face the very last time i saw him. That look will stay in my mind forever.The look that tells me..."Get lost kinda look. I dont just want you to leave me alone for time being but get the hell out of my life."

Allah is so kind that He sent my new friends like Hasmah and Zacky. Just when i needed friend, they came into my life and give me that booster that i need and they came just at the right time.

To Hasmah and Zacky...hey! I love you guys..and thanks a million...

Getting Rid Of Matthew

When Matthew, Helen's lover of the past four years, finally decides to leave his wife Sophie(and their 2 daughters) and move into Helen's place, she should be over the moon. The only trouble is, she doesnt want him anymore. Now she has to figure out how to get rid of him.....

Plan A

* Stop shaving your armpits.And your bikini line

* Buy incontinence pads and leave them lying around

* Stop having sex with him

Plan B

* Accidentally on purpose bump into his wife Sophie

* Give yourself a fake name and identity

* Befriend Sophie and actually begin to really like her

* Snog Matthew's son (who's teh same age as you by the way, You're not a paedophile)

* Befriend Matthew's children. Unsuccessfully

* Watch your whole plan go absolutely horribly wrong

Getting Rid of Matthew isnt as easy as it seems, but along the way, Helen forge an unlikely friendship, find real love and realize that nothing ever goes exactly to plan

****Familiar stories and experience. RED highlight exact experience in life...kekekekekeek

Aku Bukan MilikMu

As i was browsing one of the videos on my friend's page, I saw this one particular video. It tells exactly about my recent relationship. Every word is exactly what i lwould want to tell him.

The video "Aku Bukan Mu" is especially dedicated to you,my dear.I remember 1 SMS u sent me. "Im not a soothsayer, I can't predict the future,but I've the desire to make you happier,to make your life better, to ease your pain every single dayfor your cure...N wish I can do that forever...wherever you are...whenever you desire.I jez want you to be happy..M your clown..m your sun...M ur moon..Anything or anyone u want me to be..M happy to see you happy."

Well, i still miss him alot but what can i do. Cant force a person to stay neither can i force him to be what he cant be or do. Call me a bloody fool...but i will always remember him and probably it will take a while before i stop missing him.

That someone special in your life

There will be times when someone special will walk into your life and a bonding of the spirits will take place. This means that both people are compatible, and that their inner spirits are harmonious with each other. Because of this, a kinship is started first, followed by deep inner emotional feelings for each other, all because the spirits are harmonious. At this point we say that we have an attraction for each other, or that the chemistry is right

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes, dreams, goals and everything that will come to you in the future.

When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you, when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.

There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.

Allah Save me Again

All my life Ive been giving in to others so that they can be happy. I will do anything for the love ones without asking anything in return.Unfortunately , non ever appreciated the the love Ive given them.

Its so funny how people behave. When they first knew you, the want u, they will do anything for you and they'll be at their best performance just to win your heart. They are as gentle as a feather can be.They can be the most charming person u ever known in your life. But when they dont need you anymore, everything you do will back fired. Everything you do even to make things right will be a BIG SCREWED UP to the other party.

They will keep making up problems and make u feel guilty as charged. Nothing you do to patch things back seems to be right even though it is right. Especially when the other party has someone else in his or her life.Thats when he or she start to find fault in the other part.

Just recently, Allah took away someone from me probably because he is not worth having as your life partner and all my friends said I deserved better. In return Allah bless me with my dreams. The thing that I have wish to do for a very long time and finally its coming true. Next week I will be starting my flying lessons. Im so all excited that I forgot about the pain some people have caused me.

I have finally managed to go on with my life. With my flying lessons..that should make me pretty occupied to think about how men treated me. Self pity is so so so pathetic. Though I never have luck with love, I know one thing for sure..that Allah loves me n listens to my prayers.

He even saved me from the man that doesnt deserved to have me in his life. Though i love him so much, but if my life is gonna be miserable, why would i want to be with him

Thank you Allah...i wish i can run to YOu and give You a big hug., I