Its past midnite and I am all alone at the office trying to finish my work with my IPOD keeping me company. Wish I can be like the rest of my colleagues resting at home with their family. Its time i leave this job. I have an offer from one of our client. He offered me to work with AXN and there will be lots of travelling to London and Singapore.
Here, Im invisible but to the eyes of my clients, I am being appreciated by all of them. I am thinking of taking the offer with AXN. Its an International company, I get to travel without having to justified why I have to travel when I need to for the company. How cool can that be.
I love to indulge myself with work. It gives me pleasure and its like drug running thru my vain. But when too many heads, too many opinions. And its driving me nuts. This is the last week of school holiday and this 2 weeks i dont get to take my leave to be with my kids. Every morning Sarah would asked me, can you be with us today and not go to work. Only God knows, how much it hurts but i have to be strong. Life is too short to be misery.LOL!
Today i got a new friend. She is from NEGERIFM. The whole team came for training today. I conducted the training from 10am - 5pm. One of them somehow..i kinda felt connected to her. Dunno why but i just do....i mean all of them were very friendly and jovial but this one particular girl in the group by the name of Rosemarie Khoo...i just felt connected. NOOOOO!!!! Im no lesbo..lol.
Connected as..arrgghhh..hard to explain but just want to say im happy that i know her. Anyway, i need to finish my work and go home. Miss my 2 kids...miss their smell...emmmm..i can just close my eyes and smell them.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Finally I got my total freedom after 10 years.
On the 8th June 2009, at exactly 3.06pm, my ex hubby Re-lafaz the "talaq" after 4 years of me fighting for my freedom and 10 years of living hell. Syukur Alhamdulillah I finally got the paper though I had to sign an agreement made by him which is one sided. But one thing I believe, why worry the days which are not here.
I walked out of the court house, breath deeply and looking up at the sky, I felt so blessed by Allah. My 4 years having to go up and down the court all alone, finally its over. I can start a new life just me, my kids and my dad.
Second best thing that happen to me in my life today, 9th June 2009 after 10 months my best friend Mike deleted me from his life upon the request of his girlfriend the insecured indonesian lady named EV, I suddenly got a ping from an ID which is not on my YM list. I kept asking him if i may know who was i talking to..but he said, USE YOUR 3rd EYE, WHICH I KNOW YOU STILL HAVE THAT POWER...
So i close my eyes and focus...and i suddenly knw who that was. It was my best friend whom i miss sooooo dearly, whom i've been asking God if i could one day just talk to him again. And today when he buzzed me on my YM, only God knows how happy it made me. The whole day to Bukit Aman, I was smiling..heheheeh even during the meeting while sitting next to tuan Alwee, i was smiling to myself.
Thank you God. Oh by the way, that shorty bitch is still going around carry tales here and there. Gosh! If only the bosses know what she has been doing all this while...lol. She gets paid for doing nothing but to create wars between staff, gossiping on the phone and going around seeking sympathy. Lol...
Guess I have no time to entertain such attitude. Even if she gets knock by a lorry in front of the office, I couldnt care less. I am so into my work and i have so much on my hand to even care about her tales...As far as im concerned she doesnt exist....
I walked out of the court house, breath deeply and looking up at the sky, I felt so blessed by Allah. My 4 years having to go up and down the court all alone, finally its over. I can start a new life just me, my kids and my dad.
Second best thing that happen to me in my life today, 9th June 2009 after 10 months my best friend Mike deleted me from his life upon the request of his girlfriend the insecured indonesian lady named EV, I suddenly got a ping from an ID which is not on my YM list. I kept asking him if i may know who was i talking to..but he said, USE YOUR 3rd EYE, WHICH I KNOW YOU STILL HAVE THAT POWER...
So i close my eyes and focus...and i suddenly knw who that was. It was my best friend whom i miss sooooo dearly, whom i've been asking God if i could one day just talk to him again. And today when he buzzed me on my YM, only God knows how happy it made me. The whole day to Bukit Aman, I was smiling..heheheeh even during the meeting while sitting next to tuan Alwee, i was smiling to myself.
Thank you God. Oh by the way, that shorty bitch is still going around carry tales here and there. Gosh! If only the bosses know what she has been doing all this while...lol. She gets paid for doing nothing but to create wars between staff, gossiping on the phone and going around seeking sympathy. Lol...
Guess I have no time to entertain such attitude. Even if she gets knock by a lorry in front of the office, I couldnt care less. I am so into my work and i have so much on my hand to even care about her tales...As far as im concerned she doesnt exist....
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