Specially dedicated to my best friend syerry

This is my best friend Syerry. Lately im feeling kinda sad after she tender her resignation. Its not because i have to take over her client but i guess I'm gonna miss her a lot. In fact everyone is gonna miss her.

I'm gonna miss her jokes and "squeaking voice". Oh yeah..especially when we have to travel outstation. Really gonna miss those moment.

The moment with Syerry that i will never,never forget for the rest of my life is during New Year's Eve.(She will know what I'm talking about). I know she and Mark really felt sorry about that night.

Among all my girlfriends i love her the most. Even though we will still see keep in touch and have lunch together, this office will never be the same without her...thanks to my EVP.

Must Be one of my mood swing again

It must be one of my mood swing again. Its either that or stress at work. Cant tell anymore. Lately i have been a real pain in the ass especially to my sweetheart Mike. My bestfriend Syerry resigned and my EVP is not exactly an easy person to work with.And my job demands a lot of my time. Not to mention being a single mom with 2 kids..i have to be a superwoman most of the time.

Imagine life as a game in which you are juggling some 5 balls in the air. You name them- WORK, FAMILY,HEALTH,FRIEND S,AND SPIRIT. And you are keeping all these in the air. You will soon understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back.

But the other 4 balls- FAMILY,FRIENDS,HEALT H & SPIRIT are made of glass. If u drop these, they will be irrevocably scuffed or damaged or even shattered. And they will never be the same.

But at this current moment, i cant even afford to let go the first ball- WORK..not when I'm being a single mom alone trying to bring up my two angels, Ridhwan and Sarah. They mean a world to me. I know this is a test from the Almighty which i have to go in life.

As for my sweetheart, Mike I hope you will bare with me and my stupid mood at this moment. I never meant to be such a pain in the ass.I know my mood swing is really crazy at times. Trust me, I love you with all my heart.

Allah is the One who understands the fear i feel inside and to Him alone i seek guidance and help. I love you oh Allah and thank you for always being there for me.Help me make it thru this life and protect me always form being astray.