It must be one of my mood swing again. Its either that or stress at work. Cant tell anymore. Lately i have been a real pain in the ass especially to my sweetheart Mike. My bestfriend Syerry resigned and my EVP is not exactly an easy person to work with.And my job demands a lot of my time. Not to mention being a single mom with 2 kids..i have to be a superwoman most of the time.
Imagine life as a game in which you are juggling some 5 balls in the air. You name them- WORK, FAMILY,HEALTH,FRIEND S,AND SPIRIT. And you are keeping all these in the air. You will soon understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back.
But the other 4 balls- FAMILY,FRIENDS,HEALT H & SPIRIT are made of glass. If u drop these, they will be irrevocably scuffed or damaged or even shattered. And they will never be the same.
But at this current moment, i cant even afford to let go the first ball- WORK..not when I'm being a single mom alone trying to bring up my two angels, Ridhwan and Sarah. They mean a world to me. I know this is a test from the Almighty which i have to go in life.
As for my sweetheart, Mike I hope you will bare with me and my stupid mood at this moment. I never meant to be such a pain in the ass.I know my mood swing is really crazy at times. Trust me, I love you with all my heart.
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