Say what you need to say...

Today, at 5am, I received SMS from my boss asking me about work. Got up answered his SMS and took my shower. Did my Subuh prayer and off to work. too many things to be done and at the same time my son is sick again. Its not easy juggling everything all by yourself but I was trained to never JUSTIFIED in our lives. Once we justified, that's when we will be slacked in everything we do.
Reached the office at 6.50am, switched on my lappy and straight to work at the same time online(YM) with my boss. I love my job very much and always want to give the best. And to do so, i have to beg in order to get things done. Perhaps my method is wrong. Like what some of my close friends at work said, when u ask them as a favor, they feel its not their job and if they do its merely a favor. They fail to see that if we work together as a team, YES may we don't get extra income but if we strengthen the company, end of the month, all of us have food on the table.
Yes people said rezeki is not only here at this office but again they fail to realise that with that attitude, no matter where we work, we will not put our 100% effort because we feel that if the company is not satisfied with our work, then we can always look for other job.
At least I know, if i give my best effort while working where I work right now, even if i give my extra time and effort and the company doesn't give me increment, I know every month i give my 2 kids and dad a halal income. I don't know how TO SAY WHAT I NEED TO SAY..but all i can say is that i will give the best with the time Allah has given me.
Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems
Better put them in quotations

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Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you’d be better off instead
If you could only

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Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You better know that in the end
It’s better to say too much
Than never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

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