Wednesday, September 16, 2009

A new Chapter In My Life


Today I have decided to close a chapter in my life and start a new one with a greener pasture. It's true that when you lost something or someone in your life, God will replace it with a better things.
In my previous chapter of my life, I have lost people that were close to me. The first day I was sad and what made it even sadder were the words they threw on my face. But then the second day, I realised something. I woke up and still hearing the birds chirping and the sun was shining so brightly and beautifully, I told myself "Hey what is that to be sad about?". I went to the office feeling so much better than the old Chapter of my life. Because now, I have more friends and more time for myself. And guess what? For the first time in 4 years, my ex husband decided to let the children spend their Eidul Mubarak with me. Not forgetting, I received RM1,000.00 Ang Pow for the Eidul Mubarak from a client yesterday. At first I was wondering why was the packet thick and kinda weighty until I opened and took a peep. To my surprised there was RM 1,000.00. So I decided to give my best friend some and some to 2 of my colleagues who have helped me alot without having to remind me that they have helped me. And the balance shall go to my dad and to buy some meat for the festival of Eidul Mubarak.
I guess like the song i sing everyday to my self and to my 2 angels say:
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile
With your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just... Light up your face with gladness Hide every trace of sadness Although a tear may be ever so near That's the time you must keep on trying Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile

Thank you Allah for everything and for always protecting me in Your very own way... mmmuuuaaaahhhhsssss...Love you always Oh Allah

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