Yesterday while chatting with Qel on YM, Mike called me on YM too...hand typing to Qel, ears listened to Mikey. He is also in the same situation like me..MADLY IN LOVE. He told me that he never approved my previous relationship but this time, he sincerely approved of my relationship with Qel.
Mikey told me last night, he needs my help to teach his girlfriend about Islam. He did mention to me 2 weeks ago and I told him I will try my best. The truth is, I am kinda scared actually though Rona is gonna be the 5th person that I am gonna teach. But each one of the previous 4 individuals Allah sent me has different profiling and before they revert to Islam, I had to do their profiling first. To know at what angle should i approached them and how to bend their heart. Its tough and hehehe the toughest was Mike himself. An American and who at one one time was an orthodox Jehovah Witness. He used to call me Taliban and a terrorist. LOL! But Alhamdulillah now he is a good Muslim.
And to teach about the religion is a big responsibilities. Don't know why Allah put this bis responsibilities on my shoulder..because I am no scholar neither am i an angel. I have too many flaws and weaknesses. But then again if I turn down the task given to me,its like me refusing to Almighty's request. So far 4 whom He sent to me went pretty well and all of them are good practicing Muslim. And which I am still not one.(trying to be though..who knows one fine day).
Today I received a text message from Rona. She is a beautiful Philippines girl. And i mean really beautiful. She told me that she is excited that I am gonna be her teacher (Only God knows how scared I am actually..heheehehe..but then again i know He is gonna guide me just like how He did to me when I had to teach the previous 4 individuals only using YM and Skypes and web cam).I guess this is His way of cleansing me as I have done many wrongs in my 40years of life.
I like to dedicate this song to those who TRULY understand me, appreciate me for what I am, and to those who have been there with and for me.
I can almost see it, that dream i'm dreamin but, there's a voice inside my head sayin, you'll never reach it. every step im takin every move i make feels lost with no direction, my faith is shakin, but i, i gotta keep tryin i gotta keep my head held high
there's always gonna be another mountain im always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle and sometimes im gonna have to lose it aint about how fast i get there aint about whats waitin on the other side its the climb
the struggles im facing the chances im taking sometimes might knock me down but no im not breaking i may not know it but these are the moments that im gonna remember most yeah just gotta keep goin and i i got be strong gotta keep on pushin on cuz
theres always gonna be another mountain im always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle sometimes im gonna have to lose aint about how fast i get there aint about whats waitin on the other side its the climb
keep on movin keep climbin keep the faith babe its all about its all about the climb keep the faith keep your faith
Mikey told me last night, he needs my help to teach his girlfriend about Islam. He did mention to me 2 weeks ago and I told him I will try my best. The truth is, I am kinda scared actually though Rona is gonna be the 5th person that I am gonna teach. But each one of the previous 4 individuals Allah sent me has different profiling and before they revert to Islam, I had to do their profiling first. To know at what angle should i approached them and how to bend their heart. Its tough and hehehe the toughest was Mike himself. An American and who at one one time was an orthodox Jehovah Witness. He used to call me Taliban and a terrorist. LOL! But Alhamdulillah now he is a good Muslim.
And to teach about the religion is a big responsibilities. Don't know why Allah put this bis responsibilities on my shoulder..because I am no scholar neither am i an angel. I have too many flaws and weaknesses. But then again if I turn down the task given to me,its like me refusing to Almighty's request. So far 4 whom He sent to me went pretty well and all of them are good practicing Muslim. And which I am still not one.(trying to be though..who knows one fine day).
Today I received a text message from Rona. She is a beautiful Philippines girl. And i mean really beautiful. She told me that she is excited that I am gonna be her teacher (Only God knows how scared I am actually..heheehehe..but then again i know He is gonna guide me just like how He did to me when I had to teach the previous 4 individuals only using YM and Skypes and web cam).I guess this is His way of cleansing me as I have done many wrongs in my 40years of life.
I like to dedicate this song to those who TRULY understand me, appreciate me for what I am, and to those who have been there with and for me.
I can almost see it, that dream i'm dreamin but, there's a voice inside my head sayin, you'll never reach it. every step im takin every move i make feels lost with no direction, my faith is shakin, but i, i gotta keep tryin i gotta keep my head held high
there's always gonna be another mountain im always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle and sometimes im gonna have to lose it aint about how fast i get there aint about whats waitin on the other side its the climb
the struggles im facing the chances im taking sometimes might knock me down but no im not breaking i may not know it but these are the moments that im gonna remember most yeah just gotta keep goin and i i got be strong gotta keep on pushin on cuz
theres always gonna be another mountain im always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle sometimes im gonna have to lose aint about how fast i get there aint about whats waitin on the other side its the climb
keep on movin keep climbin keep the faith babe its all about its all about the climb keep the faith keep your faith
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