There (on the Day of Resurrection), Al-Walayah (the protection, power, authority and kingdom) will be for Allah (Alone), the True God. He (Allah) is the Best for reward and the Best for the final end. (La ilaha ill-Allah none has the right to be worshipped but Allah).
“Pada saat yang sedemikian itu kekuasaan memberi pertolongan hanya tertentu bagi Allah, Tuhan yang sebenar-benarnya; Dia lah sebaik-baik pemberi pahala, dan sebaik-baik pemberi kesudahan yang berbahagia (kepada hamba-hambaNya yang taat)” [al-Kahf 18: 44]
The past 2 months, I have to check my blood reading every Monday and Friday. 8 weeks the reading has been so hay wired. I have been bleeding since mid March but only spotting. Never had that problem before. It started on the day my period was supposed to due. At first I thought it was because of the "Kunyit drink" I have been taking for my cancer. My best friend told me it could also be that I'm facing menopause but i was only gonna be 40years old in 17days time at that moment. I went to do my check up with my gynecology specialist. She did scanning and check ups but couldn't find anything wrong with my uterus.
Then they checked my blood, and my blood showed something was wrong but doctor said it could be because of my bone cancer. Since then I had to do blood test every 3 days. Each result puzzled my doctor. Then 3 weeks ago on Saturday morning, I was taking my shower suddenly lots of blood dripping on the toilet floor. It scared the hell out of me. Since my next blood check up was coming Monday which was 2 days away, i decided to wait until then. Monday morning at 7.45am i was at the hospital.
Dr Fatima arrived and straight away called me into her room and checked on me..by then my whole uterus was filled up with blood. But with the scanning ,she still couldn't find anything in my uterus except blood. My bleeding became so heavy. The first 7 days I used up 30 pieces of pad. Had to buy another 30 pieces. The bleeding was soo heavy that its triple of what i have on my heavy days period.
Last Sunday at home I collapsed in my room. When to see the doctor my blood pressure was very low. Next scanning only showed more blood in my uterus and i was prescribed with very strong antibiotic to save my whole production organ.
Last night Qel told me he will do extra prayer for me..he was gonna begged Allah to have His mercy on me. I heard his trembling voice, I knew he wanted to cry but tried hard not to. This morning, I woke up and told Allah "please don't let it be a uterus tumor or anything dangerous, for I am still fighting for my bone cancer".
Reached the hospital this morning at 7.50am..first to arrive. Qel sent me a text message "Imagine me holding ur hand and walk with you sayang..oopppss forgot ur morning kiss..muuuuaaaahhhsss"..that really put a smile on my face. He wanted to come down to KL but i told him No because there is nothing him or anyone can do to help except God.
Then the number appear on the screen..3001. I got up and told God in my heart hear goes my result.The moment i opened the door, Dr. Fatima smile and said good morning elina..how are u feeling today...? I said after 3 weeks, this morning my bleeding suddenly stopped. She looked so delighted. When I sat down, she look at me and put her hand on my knee and said "today Im gonna do whole check up but I'm gonna waive every charges for today. I tak sampai hati to see you go through this..i think u have gone through so much of this complication on top of the bone cancer"
I was speechless. Then she said "ok come lets do all the scanning. She did 2 types of scanning and was surprised herself. My uterus was cleared and clean, no more blood and the shape has gone back to normal. Then she looked at me and said insyaAllah you will be ok and not uterus tumor or anything dangerous but we just take your blood reading and I will call you today evening"...I was speechless and my tears just rolled down my cheeks.At that moment all my heart couldnt stop thanking Allah for the miracle.
Before i left her room, she said "Elina.."..and when i turned around she said "Please tell ridhwan & Sarah, Untie Fatima and her son will pray for their mother everyday until she is cured from her cancer. Doctor Fatima has been my doctor since 1999. She is the first specialist doctor that really cares for her patient sincerely and help them not for the sake of money. Got in the car first person I called was Qel to tell him God answered his Tahajud prayer.
Thank you oh Allah..I can never thank you enough. Qel text me "He is the most passionate and the most merciful. Our guilt for doubting Him at times"....Forgive me my dear Almighty and I pray to You to bless Dr Fatima always.
HERE IS A SPECIAL DEDICATION TO MY SWEETHEART QEL FOR SINCERELY HOLDING MY HAND AND WALK THIS JOURNEY OF MINE WHICH IS FULL OF OBSTACLES. DESPITE MY MEDICAL CONDITIONS WHICH MOST GUYS WOULD JUST DUMPED ME. WHEN I GAVE HIM THE OPTION TO LEAVE ME BECAUSE OF MY CONDITION AND ASKED HIM TO FIND SOMEONE PERFECT....THIS IS HIS REPLY " LET ME TELL YOU THAT DESPITE WHAT GO THROUGH YESTERDAY, TODAY OR TOMORROW, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE PERFECT ONE FOR ME"
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