Love letter to someone....

There was a time where I didn't believe in love.I really thought it never existed, but this is the time that makes me want to thank you. Thank you everything, because it is you that taught me love, and how to love. Before, I feared love. But now, I know I can't go on without love. Not any love, but your love, my love, my only, my one. I know you might fear my love. Here I am telling you to not fear it, but have it. Out of all the things money can buy and life can give, my love to you can not and will never match. Because it is you who I live for and will die for. It is you who has my heart, body, and soul. My eyes open to see you and close to picture you. You run wild in my mind, You stay still in my heart. My soul you share and my body you hold. Forgive me if I stop writing, but I must, for I fear words written on a paper can not describe what I honestly feel for the obssesion of my love, for you my love.Love you for the years to come, loved you for the years that have passed, and my love you will have always
i am overwhelmed by the flood of emotions. i am also a lover but i chose to hold back my feelings for this person because he is for something else, something greater than life itself. yes, i know that when the time will come that he has to go for it and live it, i will be broken. i know it will make me wanna scream and shout because of the pain but i know he will be happy there. his happiness is what i seek because i love him so much that though it will crush me, i am willing to see him without me. it is so easy to love but to really love without measure makes one the most vulnerable of all. but i believe that is the essence of love, loving and letting go just for him to be happy whatever his decision. i know he loves me, he told me so but i know i don't come first in his life. and that, i have to live with.
thank you for this chance to say how i truly feel. we all share this gift, the gift of loving. all of us are lovers, but not all have realized it yet or maybe they just chose not to be one because of the pain.
I love so much about you that it is hard to pick just a couple of things out. I love the way you laugh. I love the way you smile. I even love it when you make me mad and don't know why. I love how when you upset me, you try so hard to make it better. I am so in love with you that I don't go one minute without thinking of you and wishing that I was with you! I can't stand to be without you for one second. You have truly turned me into myself. Before you, nobody allowed me to be me. You have allowed me to open up my heart and trust again. You have allowed me to smile and be happy again. And for that I love you. I thank you and I will forever cherish our memories and I know there are many more to come.